It’s funny how one tiny little thing can spark and spiral into a pit of dismal, self loathing, hate and distress. Leaving you up all night tossing and turning in bed.
Chasing ghosts in your head.
To see your smile and hold you, even if for only a little while.
But fuck is it looking up. I’m happy each day and slowly but surely sorting out what I need to do and moving forward in life.