Ocean Waves

Change.

It’s time I snapped out of it. Stopped letting go and started hanging on. Time I got a grip of myself, reality and moved forward. I’m about to make promises to myself, pick myself up from the ground. I’m about to make change, find myself instead of hiding myself. Express myself instead of messing myself. Be true to myself instead of lying to myself. When a boy becomes a mess and a mess becomes a man. And I know damn well it’s going to be one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. The true test of self control. Writing morals and finding home.

2012.

Things I want to do;

• get my own place and fill it with all things Josh
• start cooking my own food instead of spending so much money at take-aways and cafe’s
• start playing piano more and maybe invest in a guitar
• drink less, or more so in moderation
• hang out with my friends more
• find a cute companion, someone to smile with, hold hands, kiss, tickle, and fuck endlessly
• put more weight on

Things I need to do;

• turn my floordrobe into a wardrobe
• save my money/spend it wisely
• get my P’s
• get another shipment of dope clothes
• take a hell of a lot more photos
• buy more toothpaste

Definitely woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.